If this has managed to reach you, one way or another, then I was unable to save you. I died as I lived; useless to the world at large, only serving to bring death and ruin where ever I were to go. Sometimes I wonder if you're able to see me; to watch how far I've descended into this madness, how I've lost my mind. Losing you, losing Kiran, losing everything...it turned me into this foul creature, a man who kills and kills and kills in the hope that I may be able to balance the cohort of the dead. I became so desperate to save you all that I threw away everything that I was. I threw away my name, my sanity, every part of me that would keep me from doing this, all for you. For all of you. I could weep and repent for what's left of this miserable existence, but it would never wash away the sins I've committed. These are the sins I shall live and die with.
All you need to know of this place is that it was insidious. I'm thankful that you were never taken here; you would have been hurt by those who wished to use you, and I would tear this whole facility asunder in order to right that wrong again. But know this; Alfonse, the brother you once loved, died long ago. And the creature that replaced him has finally perished along with him.
I only beg this much of you, my dear sister. Never forgive me for all that I've done. I've killed far too many people to be forgiven, and I have likely added one more notch to Sökkvabekkr for the life I've taken today. I only hope that Hel will allow you to find peace, and that you may never be hurt if she sees no use for you.
I love you so very much, Sharena. I am only sorry that I never got to see your face, one last time.
SHARENA
If this has managed to reach you, one way or another, then I was unable to save you. I died as I lived; useless to the world at large, only serving to bring death and ruin where ever I were to go. Sometimes I wonder if you're able to see me; to watch how far I've descended into this madness, how I've lost my mind. Losing you, losing Kiran, losing everything...it turned me into this foul creature, a man who kills and kills and kills in the hope that I may be able to balance the cohort of the dead. I became so desperate to save you all that I threw away everything that I was. I threw away my name, my sanity, every part of me that would keep me from doing this, all for you. For all of you. I could weep and repent for what's left of this miserable existence, but it would never wash away the sins I've committed. These are the sins I shall live and die with.
All you need to know of this place is that it was insidious. I'm thankful that you were never taken here; you would have been hurt by those who wished to use you, and I would tear this whole facility asunder in order to right that wrong again. But know this; Alfonse, the brother you once loved, died long ago. And the creature that replaced him has finally perished along with him.
I only beg this much of you, my dear sister. Never forgive me for all that I've done. I've killed far too many people to be forgiven, and I have likely added one more notch to Sökkvabekkr for the life I've taken today. I only hope that Hel will allow you to find peace, and that you may never be hurt if she sees no use for you.
I love you so very much, Sharena. I am only sorry that I never got to see your face, one last time.
- LÃf